aaaaaaand i have to get ready for work for like five hours yay. :|
not cool
This is to like, everyone. Mostly Peter, because he posted on my fb about stuff and whatever. But to everyone:
Dear Current/future rping partners,
Roleplaying, to me, is nothing but a hobby. It is something that I have done since I was…oh gosh, 12, on neopets. I just somehow stumbled into it, and I’ve been doing it every since. I love it because I can develop my writing skills and my character building skills, while also experimenting with plot development and—and this is best of all—meeting new people. I love meeting new people. :) Without rping, I wouldn’t have as many great friends as I do now. Heck, who knows if I would have even gotten Comm Fellow without Caroline’s beautiful face helping out my ass. :P So yeah, rping is very important and beneficial. But, at the end of the day, roleplaying is not the most important thing in my life.
When it’s time for me to relax, I don’t rush to Walt. I don’t. Sometimes I watch Buffy the Vampire Slayer, sometimes I sleep, sometimes I call up my friends and go have the funtimes. Who knows! Other times I work on other projects I’m doing for myself. Like. Novels and the like. Sometimes I’m on my personal.
It’s up to me to balance these things and to decide what I want to do.
As my rping partner, it is up to you to be patient with me. Rping is this very strange kind of social construct. It’s truly a partnership, y’know? You depend on each other, but you also have to realize each other’s weaknesses and strengths. I’ve never tried to obscure my intentions from anyone about my involvement here at Walt. You all KNOW I have a personal tumblr and that I rp on other sites— I’ve even told you guys that I’m an admin on one— as as my partners in our rping journey of magic and rainbows, y’all have to decide if you wanna deal with me having those other responsibilities. If you do— if you are willing to be patient and to wait and to recognize Liquid Time Rping— then we’ll make fantabulous partners. If you can’t, and I understand if you can’t, then it’s best you don’t get too heavily involved with me.
I’m trying, but I don’t want to feel obligated to ‘save my ship.’ I should feel fine about my ship. In my head, Peter, Lades is paused. I understand if you don’t like that and I get why you do rps with other people since I’m not around. That’s totally fine. But you’re advancing our plot without really telling me about it? You’re just pretending Lady doesn’t exist or is somewhere else simply because I am somewhere else? I understand that you need to further Hades’ growth, which is why I’m all for him potentially having feelings for someone else or struggling with celibacy, but Lady isn’t ‘gone’ and Lady isn’t NOT ‘talking to him.’ You have to just assume she is, because otherwise that’s putting words in my mouth and I ain’t cool with that yo. x3
I apologize for my absence and I enjoy rping with you and everyone else dearly. If you’re just too uncomfortable with me not being able to get on everyday, thennnnn that’s the thing that’s going to blow holes in our ship. And then, oi. Let it sink. It is sad if it has to, because it’s great, but I totally get why it would need to.
THUS ENDS MY REALLY LONG OOC POST. If I made you upset in anyway, I apologizeee. I really am just trying to be honest here about who I am as an rper.And I feel like I have to say this so everyone will know who that person is, before they launch themselves into a plot with me. This is why Tiff and I are good for each other— we recognize each other’s schedules and accommodate for it and we don’t pressure each other to reply. Yeah, our rp moves at a turtle’s pace, but slow and steady, guys. Slow. Steady. Quality. And a GREAT rping relationship, which is really what you want to build with a person. :)
WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT
YOU ARE SO STUPID
LIKE WHAT THE ALKFJDA YOU ARE AN IDIOTTTTTT
DUMB BITCH
I KNOW! LADY BETTER STOP HIM! SHE HAD BETTER! HE’S AN IDIOT, HE THINKS THAT IT WAS TOO SOON AND HER REACTION MEANT SHE DOESN’T FEEL THE SAME AND THAT SHE DIDN’T LIKE THAT HE SAID IT AND STUFF! PLEASE STOP HIM!!!!!!!!!!!
GUH I’LL HAVE TO STOP HIM TOMORROW I HAVE TO SLEEP NOW. :| I AM NOT AMUSED BY THIS. HADES YOU LADKFJLKADFJALKDFJ
WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT
YOU ARE SO STUPID
LIKE WHAT THE ALKFJDA YOU ARE AN IDIOTTTTTT
DUMB BITCH
Lady was slightly suspicious of Ro. She didn’t like the feeling— it was entirely new and was unsettling to her stomach. But something about the girl, her sudden appearance, her cookies of peace and friendship, and the way she mentioned Hades so casually. As meaning a lot to her.
She felt very uneasy all of a sudden. She didn’t want to think the worst of Ro and she didn’t really believe that Ro wanted Hades…but…it was hard not to entertain the thoughts when the girl was so pretty and so perfect for Hades. She was like an angel, really! Petite, shining, blue-eyed with kindness— bearing cookies. Why wouldn’t Hades go for her if Ro decided to pursue him?
None of these thoughts showed on Lady’s face. She smiled easily at Ro, and opened her door wider. After all, what better way to get to know what Ro was really after than by accepting her invitation?
“Oh! That’s so nice of you! Now’s a great time. Come on in, sit wherever you like!” Lady grinned at the girl.
Lady let her in and she smiled, stepping in to place the cookies on her desk before lowering herself into the chair. She studied the girl. She was gorgeous with a good body and had a sweet personality. Something seemed off but she couldn’t quite put her finger on it. “So, how have you been since coming back from the Bahamas? It was almost like a dream. I wish we could’ve gotten a chance to stay longer.” She felt slightly ill at ease and she looked at Lady. She seemed… well, perfect. Ro shifted in the chair slightly and crossed her legs, reaching down to fiddle with her converse laces. She smiled and sat back, forcing herself to stop her nervous habits as she waited for her to respond.
Lady closed the door behind Ro with a soft click before turning around and smiling at the girl. She didn’t know why she was here. But part of her really wished it was because of the reasons she said. Lady hadn’t actually made many friends since arriving at Walt— her study study study attitude had put a lot of people off— so it would be nice if this was…a legitimate interest. She hoped Ro truly wanted to get to know her.
“Oh me too. I thought about just hiding underneath the bed and never leaving, actually,” Lady said as she walked over to her bed and sat down. “It was just so…perfect, you know? And now that I’m back here, it’s all work work work again. Keep my GPA up and all that. I’ve been very busy. I’m sure Hades is annoyed with me working all the time. What about you?”
Hades smiled with her so close, it seemed to be permanently fixed onto his face. It was a nice change, he had been used to almost always fighting with Jessie, but now, with Lady, he could just relax, enjoy the time they spent together. Kind of attractive? Who the hell was this girl and what had she done with Lady? And yet, he was enjoying this side of her. He wanted so desperately to reach out and capture her lips yet again, but he held himself back, surprised yet impressed that she knew how to tease a guy. Following her over to the bed, he sat down next to her and looked her in the eye, doing his best to keep that serious mood when he wanted so much to just smile and laugh and hold her. “Yeah, incredibly important. You see, there’s this girl. And I’ve fallen in love with her. I really want to ask her to prom, but the thing is, she has a boyfriend, and I doubt he’d appreciate anyone else taking her to the prom. So, I’m just curious, what do you think she would say if I asked her?” He really hoped that she got that he was talking about her, rather than some other random girl at Walt. Honestly, he was surprised he wanted this as badly as he did, he hated school dances and crap like this. And yet he really wanted to go to this one with Lady. He was so caught up in the moment that he hadn’t even realized that he had just told Lady he loved her, something he hadn’t done yet, at least not while she was conscious. It had just kind of slipped out, and it was the truth. He loved Lady, whether she returned the same feelings or not.
Wait, what?
Lady had been smiling as though the sun was caught in her teeth. She had been prepared for something not so serious after all— maybe Hades was going to try and make her find her passion in some other embarrassing way, if not for trees.
She was not prepared for that.
Prom. Love. What? Her smile slipped away as the words sunk in, and her eyes were wide, so wide, her heart beating fast. She stared at him, slackjawed. Did he just say…?
No. She had heard wrong, she had definitely heard so, so, so wrong. They had only been going out for so long and Hades wasn’t the type to fall in love and she wasn’t worthy of such a thing but did he really say that? Her heart stammered as she began to believe it, bit by bit.
“Hades…did you just say that you loved me?” she whispered, still needing confirmation. “Are you serious?”
I’M GOING INTO CARDIAC ARREST
HOOOOOOOLD ME
ooc: since I can’t handle not shipping any and everything, this is my new motto. I ship all the ships, for different reasons.
THIS IS HOW I LIVE MY LIFE.
I MEAN. I PRETTY MUCH SHIP MAD WITH EVERYONE Y’KNOW.
I HATE THAT I LOVE YOU LSKDFJSLDKJSLKDFJAF.
MUAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
DEAL WITH ITTT
(Source: president-bossu)
